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Friday, September 25, 2009

suppressed feelings..

Yo! Its been a long time since I ever posted… I suddenly felt like sharing my experience or feeling. What is childishness? Childishness is de lack of maturity. Some people can be really childish.. I mean its okay for a kid or teens to act childish cos after all, they still have a little bit of a kid inside dem.. but I mean its really difficult to understand how a person at a age of 45 can be dat childish.. I mean like its seriously weird.. everybody knows dat if u wann something u mus ask, even a small kid knows dat but how can a old man not know dat. I seriously dunn understand. Okay, I den told him, if you wan something you could ask right, or well at least inform me. I mean like even thou you are de one dat bought me that but its mine after you gave me. So, I told him dat n guess wad… he actually told me to think of wad I’ve said n tell him tmr.. I feel so confused right now.. he’s de one in the wrong n he tells me to tink?! Weird isn’t it? I really wonder at times, how can a person be that unreasonable?

Well, by writing dis post, I’m not venting my anger or something like dat but weird things do happen n I’m sharing it with everyone. I kinda feel happy cos I can turn my feelings into words… everybody is telling me to give in to him n let him win but I stand by my principles.. its just so unreasonable! But once again, thers nothing I can do so.. yea.. I mean its true dat he supports de family n things like dat but he’s really stubborn.. he blames everyone for things that are actually him n have gone wrong.. he sick, he needs medicine but he makes it sound as if we’re de sick ones. We actually had to prepare his medicine for him. NN… he doesn’t eat his medicine if we forgot to prepare for him.. how unreasonable is that? Another example is dat hehas a scalp problem. We bring him to de doctor, de doctor gave him medicine.. de medicine requires us to apply on his scalp for him. He can jolly well do it himself right? Its not as if his hands are really short or something like dat. He only has to apply on de part that is itchy but he expects us to do it for him. His scalp problem is getting worse, n he blames us for it.. he got de medicine but he expects us to do it for him.. its like how on earth do we know which part of his freaking head is itchy.. I mean like BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN HEAD! Its your head for God’s sake…

hai… its really nice typing like this… I’m like baring my soul.. haha.. sounds funny but its true.. okay.. dats de end of my confession.. seriously, I’ve been suppressing my frustrations for like forever.. so yea.. thanks for lending a listening ear or in my case a reading eye.. thanks! Its greatly appreciated. no kidding, this is realli long, i rarely write dat long...

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